we are MD UKM 2012

its been quite busy day..today is the last day of study week..and based from what i see, insyaAllah, everyone is capable to be MD UKM 2012 and most importantly, able to serve for people and country..i dont care what odds been put on us, what i know for sure...even what obstacle been throw to us, we fight it to make sure we get the goal..insyaAllah..amin..

good luck to everyone..lets be the first batch to have full MD UKM..amin

this video been recorded in pulut's room..we do an express study there..enjoy

a last step.....final step

its been an emotional, tiring, angry, sad 3 weeks...this is my last week of study leave before im going to face my professional exam or in the proper word, it called 'peperiksaan ikhtisas akhir jurusan doktor perubatan prasiswazah' 2012...

a five year course gonna be end soon and im work hard for it...i hope it pay me..then every each day past, im thinking, its quite a journey to know all of my friends...alot of experiences, sweet memories and a 'nightmare' happen during my 5 years..and im hoping that our friendship never gonna be end and im hoping that one day, when we all reunited again, insyaAllah with our own family it become bigger family..hahah

this week, i keep thinking about my work experience after this and im starting planning for my future...but im still thinking between surgery and pediatric. i dont know which one, but im hoping that whats for me is the best..insyaAllah

and most importantly, im hoping miracle happen during 4th or 5th april 2012 which when Prof Raymond, our beloved dean announce that all of us pass this exam..im always pray for that..and i hope that on that day i can called my mom and tell her with proud that she is a mother to a doctor..amin..

insyaAllah..

Dr. Mohamad Hafizzudin bin Mohame Tahir M.D UKM (2012)

jar of the heart.

i keep listening to the jar of heart..the lyrics remind me of someone that broke my heart...sometimes it keep coming back to my mind and the scar is still there and the important thing u make me hard to believe in u anymore..like the lyrics said,

'dont come back at me..dont come back at all'

the original song is sing by christina perri but i prefer the male version sang by joshua ledet in american idol...

thank you

thanks to all very much..because all of u, i become better. u all take me, a clueless, dumbness student and change me to become someone and in 3 weeks time, when i faced professional exam, i will use all u lesson and knowledge to prove the world that i am a doctor..one of M.D UKM 2012. thank u very very much.

1. prof madya dr shahrir bin mohamed said

2. dr suehazlyn binti zainuddin

3. prof madya dr hatta ahmad zailani

4. prof dr zulkifli bin zainuddin

5. mr azim idris

6. Prof dr wu loo ling

7. mr Yazid bajuri

8. prof madya dr hasan sukor

9. mr akmal

10. dr hazli zakaria

11. prof dr abdullah sani

12. dr aida zairina

13. prof dr jaafar

14. dr melvin

15. dr amir

16. dr noraliza

17. dr hizlinda

18. prof dr syed zulkifli

19. dr ixora kamisan

20. dr hashim embong

21. prof dr norlaila mustafa

22. mr nik ritza

23. prof razman jamrin

24. prof madya dr bilkis banu abdul aziz

25. prof madya dr shuhaila ahmad

26. prof madya dr harlina harlizah siraj

these are the list name of all my supervisor for the past 3 years in clinical posting. thanks prof and doctor..hope i will be successful as one of u..amin

masih mampu tersenyum

its a important time in my life..a 5 years course of medical school gonna end soon..and soon enough im going to be a doctor. yup Insya Allah..pray for me everybody..there is nothing more valuable present for my mom other than a phone call telling her that im officially pass my pro exam and be a doctor..

a few weeks back, im not gonna lie it quite hectic and chaos but i still manage to keep smile..i now it simple but trust me with everything going on to me in these few weeks, its hard to believe i still going to keep smile..but i know everything happen its a test from Allah. ya Allah aku hanya hambamu yang lemah bantulah aku..

i just want to keep smile even anything happen to me...even i felt inferior, even i felt left off but it still a life and i still gonne keep moving because in this world, it is only myself that can totally make me stop..so Hafiz keep moving and u gonna be in ur destination..

doakan saya semua...semoga saya dapat menjawab dengan baik dalam PRO exam dan semoga kami semua lulus Pro Exam...amin

nasihat 44 hari

the time has come to the end..most of my friend already planning and start their preparation for professional exam. there is nothing more important than u know u will serve to people with the safe knowledge and the world are better with u inside..2,3 of my friends start to ask for my advice and honestly i dont know what to say but i have something for u all to remember:

in medical life..when u choose to be part of it, remember it is a lifelong learning journey so u will learnt for the rest of ur life. learn for used not only for exam

my last posting

about 3 weeks without any post..whoa, quite busy life i have...been in o&g making u like that...yeah, for others, o&g mean obstetric and gynaecology...it mean this is the department only involve a women patient..haha

this is my last posting...at first i am quite unhappy becoz i know o&g is quite busy and believe me, i am not a time management-wise person...but maybe this is a faith...i started this posting 3 weeks ago after i been assigned to be in the most busiest ward...red ward..yeah forgot to mention, for us in the dept, we name all 4 wards based on the colour of wall; red, yellow, green and orange...in my 3rd year i been in green ward, during reseat posting, i been in yellow ward and now im in red ward....a ward that everyday has ward round...hahaha...

at first i hate it, time after time, i love it, because ward round everyday make me kinda need to be in ward early then after round, i start to find patient for short and long case..see, it is not all bad..then after quite time, i manage to be in ward as early as 6 am in the morning and trust me, the adrenaline rush during morning is the best especially when u have 2,3 patient admitted at 5 am...whoo...i am loving this...haha...after been in peads, i tolerate angry and scary lecturer so much..people start telling me that i am seeing cool during ward round..yeah because that is nothing u need to scare off..just relax..abis2 pun kene marah je..haha...tired now, i cont my story for past 3 weeks, later ok..